dad im sorry for not telling you you onley had weeks to live i just couldnt tell you and nor could anyone else i feel so bad i wish you could understand english then you could of know what the doctors were saying i lied to you and said you was gone be okay i hope you can forgive us it was so hard i thought youred give up .dad your my no 1 i will always rember you the way you stayed love you dad senitaxxxxxxxxxxxx